my fics

Listed in Alphabetical Order By Ship
Updated April 15, 2019
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NCT

Donghyuck/Mark

forever ain't half the time (i wanna spend with you)

➝ posted to my separate ao3 account

friends to lovers ﹒ aged-up characters ﹒ college ﹒ marriage of convenience
"there is a part inside of him that blooms hope, that whispers to mark that some people get the fairy tale ending, the feeling of a coming home to someone who is like a home.
Or, Mark and Donghyuck make a promise that takes ten years to fulfill.
(written for prompt MH#090)"

Doyoung/Jaehyun

parchment

established relationship ﹒ angst with a happy ending ﹒ minor violence
"Doyoung leaves on a Tuesday morning, when the world is covered in a blanket of fog."

sublime

enemies to lovers ﹒ college ﹒ recreational drug use
“'Hey Jaehyun, have you ever done a body shot before?'
Or, Doyoung and Jaehyun explore unconventional firsts together.

part 1 of the 'highball' series

chartreuse

college ﹒ recreational drug use ﹒established relationship ﹒ pot smoking
The newly-dyed locks feel a little scratchy in his fingers, but the pretty pink hue makes up for any roughness. It makes Jaehyun look softer and sweet as candy, and Doyoung can’t help but grip his jaw and pull him down into a lazy kiss. They part after a moment, but Jaehyun’s lips are still hovering only a centimeter away.
'Something tells me you like this more, though,' Jaehyun says, warm breath tickling Doyoung’s face and making him want to pull him in again. It’s intimate, and if Doyoung was more sober he’d make a comment about displays of affection around friends. Instead he just feels the urge to kiss him again, and he grips the front of Jaehyun’s shirt in effort to pull him closer.

part 2 of the 'highball' series

Doyoung/Yuta

entrance and exits

➝ posted to my separate ao3 account

friends to lovers ﹒ drinking ﹒ mutual pining
“'Looks like this place is growing on you,' Yuta says as he approaches, meeting Doyoung’s eyes. The latter has a soft expression on his face, one that makes Yuta’s stomach flip and his head spin.
'Yeah, something like that,' Doyoung replies, holding the bottle out to Yuta.
(or, Yuta likes to drinks on the roof at night and he may have a crush on his drinking buddy.)"

Jaehyun/Taeyong

you said love was painted gold

➝ posted to my separate ao3 account

friends to lovers ﹒ implied sexual content ﹒ mutual pining
“'What are you doing?' Taeyong half-whined, his nose scrunching up again, this time in dissatisfaction. Jaehyun looked up at him through his lashes, huffing out a laugh when he saw the older man’s pouting expression.
'Admiring you' he replied simply, grazing his thumbs over Taeyong’s tanned skin."

Johnny/Ten

archivolt

alternate universe — witchcraft ﹒ magic realism ﹒ angst
"Even the potions swirling around his body can’t squash the uneasy feeling, the acidic feeling in his stomach that Ten can barely keep down. It’s difficult when he reads the passages depicting the agony, the physical changes he knows Johnny will have to go through. Words like fusion and blood extraction in the converted text, but a phrase in Latin stands out above all else.
dolor caritate, the pain of love."

i don't belong (to anyone)

➝ posted to my separate ao3 account

college ﹒ recreational drug use ﹒ friends with benefits
"There were a few things they didn’t account for when they started this whole ‘friends with benefits’ thing:
Johnny wants to get closer. Ten doesn’t kiss."

Jungwoo/Kun

drenched in sunlight

alternate universe — magic ﹒ unspecified setting
"There's something about the music that dances across Kun's skin, that coaxes him closer like a sonnet whispered in the ear of some lover. He wants nothing more than to sit by the stranger's side, to see the delicate features up close as he's in the midst of song."

Jungwoo/Lucas

brave little prince

friends to lovers ﹒ not actually unrequited love﹒literal sleeping together
"He doesn’t need to look up at Yukhei to know his gaze is fixated on the patterned carpet beneath them. Still, Jungwoo takes in every word, every note that Yukhei sings for him. When he finishes, Jungwoo whispers a quiet ‘thank you’ and places a kiss at the base of Yukhei’s neck.
This, Yukhei tells himself, is progress.

(or: the three times Yukhei sings for Jungwoo, and the one time he doesn't have to.)"

Sicheng/Taeil

everything i am (is a mirror)

implied sexual content ﹒ angst ﹒ ambiguous open ending
"'Do you think the moon ever gets lonely?'
He hears Sicheng laugh, and it reminds Taeil of the first rain of spring.
Forward, forward, back."

Sicheng/Yuta

st. clarity

alternate universe — witchcraft ﹒ magic realism ﹒ slow burn ﹒chaptered fic
"'There are far more frightening things out there than I am, Yuta,' Sicheng murmurs, voice like ink on a page. It is dark, it is a warning. He reaches out, offering his hand to Yuta, but the look he gives Sicheng when he turns around is one he can’t read.
The faint shape of the church looms behind them like a threat."

i just want your empathy

alternate universe — rock band ﹒ clubbing ﹒ implied sexual content
"There’s something about this song in particular that brings out an energy in Yuta. It feels powerful, like the lyrics have been injected into his bloodstream and the drum beat is as steady as his own heart. His body sways and moves to the music as he plays, fingers arching forward to reach each carefully-curated chord."

"Sicheng can’t take his eyes off of it, and if there’s one thing he remembers is the phrase sex, drugs, and rock and roll. He can confirm at least two of those things are here tonight, right here in this moment."

Hendery/Lucas

under the same sky

first love ﹒ falling in love
“I feel like I was always supposed to meet you,” Lucas says, before adding “always supposed to be with you. Like this.”

"(or, Hendery falls in increments)"

SVT

Jeonghan/Joshua

lux tua nos ducat

alternate universe — magic ﹒ magic realism ﹒ enemies to friends to lovers
"'You’re merely a menace,' Joshua replies easily, brushing a stray leaf out of his hair. A gust of wind hits him, and in an instant those same eyes are centimeters from his face.
'Better a menace than a sleeping God,' Jeonghan drawls."

ATEEZ

Seonghwa/Yunho

but tomorrow, we'll start anew

vampires ﹒ unspecified setting ﹒ unspecified time period
"There’s a certain energy that seeps out of the ground and soaks your feet on nights like this.
(Or, an unconventional vampire love story.)"

BASIC INFO
shauna﹒writer﹒20's ﹒pst time zone
STAN LIST
nct﹒svt﹒mx﹒ateez
LIKES READING
witches﹒paranormal content﹒angst﹒slow burn

NCT
sicheng ﹒ johnny ﹒jaehyun ﹒ten ﹒ yuta
SVT
minghao ﹒jeonghan ﹒ joshua ﹒junhui ﹒ seokmin
MX
hyungwon ﹒ changkyun
ATEEZ
yunho ﹒hongjoong ﹒seonghwa